Ellie was a simple girl, with simple things and a simple life. She had her troubles every now and again, but they were nothing she couldn’t get through with little difficulty. Her mother was gone, died of cancer, and her father worked two jobs, never home much. Her brother and sister, both older, tended to ignore their youngest sibling, too self-absorbed to care much. Her friends were mediocre at best, there for her when she needed them, but caught up in the whirlwind of their own lives as well. Ellie was floating through life.
And then she found Him.
The corner of Carter Ave and Woodburn was always a fast paced, high traffic area, both of the automobile and pedestrian kind. It was the center of the city and full of color and life. Part of that life was a homeless man named Roger, who stood several feet back from the intersection with a small cardboard sign, ‘Need money for food’. People would sporadically toss change into the old coffee can at Roger’s feet and move on by, most too caught up in their own lives to do more than glance at the untidy middle aged man. At the end of the day, Roger would pack up his sign and tin can, and wander off down one of the many alleyways in the city, disappearing until the next morning.
There were several homeless shelters in the city that offered meals and a warm place to sleep, but Roger was always at the corner of Carter and Woodburn, rain or shine. Ellie had never spoken to Roger, but had seen him on his corner many times as she sat at the Starbucks with her friends or by herself. It was at this Starbucks that Ellie decided to spend her day watching Roger.
She observed the people who stopped and chatted with him, some in passing, and others would pause for several minutes. There was no rhyme or reason to the array of people who stopped, and they were all quite friendly towards the scruffy man. A man in a business suit waved a quick hello and tossed Roger the paper, mentioning a headline in the sports section he should take a look at. A woman with four children in tow stopped and emptied her change purse into the tin can while her brood of offspring rattled off about their day. Roger nodded with excitement as the eldest one pointed to a wide gap in his mouth, a missing tooth for sure. Even a police officer on a bicycle paused and gave a foil wrapped sandwich to the unkempt man.
Ellie couldn’t grasp what this homeless man’s appeal was to everyone. He drew people to him like a moth to flame. Whether they gave him money or a kind word, he responded the same, with unending gratitude and humility. She was perplexed. How was it this unassuming man was a friend to all and yet still a beggar? Certainly someone would have offered the man a place to stay or even a job of some sorts, he was liked well enough.
As the shadows started to lengthen, the day winding to a close, Roger packed up his things as he did every day. As he started to make his way down the street, Ellie let her impulses get the better of her and jogged after him. “Wait,” she called. Roger slowed to a stop and turned around just as the girl caught up to him. “I’m Ellie”.
“You’ve been watching me all day,” he stated, looking at her with an even gaze that seemed to see right through her. The girl blushed slightly, almost ashamed, as if she had been invading this man’s privacy.
“Does it bother you? Being poor and a beggar?”
“I may be poor by this world’s standards, but I am a rich man in Christ,” Roger said, a slight smile and joy shining in his eyes. How could he be happy as a beggar? The only way to be rich was with money, right?
“What does that mean?” Ellie asked, her brow furrowing in confusion.
“’Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God’.”
“Is that from a book?” If it was, it wasn’t from anything that Ellie had ever read. Roger smiled a wide smile then and pulled out a tattered book from his coat pocket.
“A great man named Luke wrote it. He was writing about Jesus’ teachings. This book can tell you all about him.” He held the small book out to Ellie. She looked from the book to Roger’s face, still not understanding what the man was talking about. She took the book from him and flipped through it carefully. She found the chapter titled Luke near the end and found it covered in red text. As she looked up to ask Roger what it meant, she realized he was gone. Ellie frowned and looked down at the book still in her hands. She hadn’t meant to take his book, just understand what he was talking about.
The light had quickly faded and the shop owners were flicking on their neon signs for their nighttime customers. Ellie clutched the book to her firmly and headed towards the bus stop to get home. She didn’t open the book again until she was safely at home and closed in her room. Whatever Roger was trying to tell her, she wanted to understand it completely and give it her full attention. She turned her bedside light on and opened the book to the first page.
“’In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. Now the earth was formless and empty…’”
-Humbled by Grace